Hope

The few people who know MOST of my story, and seem to believe it, ask me how I do it. How do I continually get up with the new day and go on? Hope is my only answer. I do believe that things can be better and that somewhere in the great scheme of things there may be a reason for all of this, that these years of WHATEVER THIS HAS BEEN will be worth it one day; that I will get to have good times again. I just hope this is so. I really want to be in love again and have a guy love me back. How can one so romantic be so long without romance? Why must life be so constantly cruel?